I want to touch on a lighter note. When it comes to living with Schizophrenia it can become very easy … Continue reading Fast Forward Through My Life
Today I am going to give you my best attempt at how it feels to be held by the grips … Continue reading My Mind During Psychosis
Life is full of stress. Being a Schizophrenic leading a normal life, having a normal stress respose is somewhat celebrated. … Continue reading It’s Strange to be Normal
It was a unfortunate turn of events, developing schizophrenia. Living on the edge of sanity, day in and day out. … Continue reading Odd Thoughts to Fixate on
They say the bigger you are the harder you fall. Well every time I succumb to my illness, my road … Continue reading Higher the Climb, the Bigger the Fall
I started this blog with no real goal other than to vent what I’ve had bottled up for so long. … Continue reading Purpose
Everyone talks about adversity, beating the struggle and overcoming obstacles. They’ve been one of the main motivators of my life. … Continue reading Mental Obstacles
It truly sends me back to a dark place, watching someone deteriorate due to heroin. When I started my job … Continue reading Heroin, A Brother’s Love
I used to get lost in video games. As a kid and teenager I would play everyday. Games like Halo, … Continue reading Video Games
I’m having trouble pushing on. I feel like my backs against the wall. The only choices I see ahead of … Continue reading Pushing On
My wife and I have always been the type to suck it up and deal. Last night though I was … Continue reading PTSD, maybe
It’s been a year and one month since I’ve started sarcosine! A little back story on it: I first heard … Continue reading Sarcosine Strong!
Growing up I always had this dream of joining the military, The Marine Corps in particular. Many nights I spent … Continue reading Moral of the Story
Depending on how bad I am before I end up hospitalized, it can take a while before I’m back to … Continue reading My Worst Episode’s Road to Recovery
Never giving up is a matter of mindset. When you tell yourself not to give up you need to be … Continue reading Never Give Up!
Let me start by saying that the website from which I buy sarcosine says if you’re going to stop to … Continue reading Withdrawals from Sarcosine
It’s been a long time since my first hospitalization. I’m 26 and I believe I was 14 or 15 the … Continue reading My First Hospitalization
I love hearing success stories. I hear of people who have smoked for twenty five years then one day, out … Continue reading I sit here today with regret.
This is the mind of someone with schizophrenia for you. Sometimes my thoughts are just broken. Add a stressful day … Continue reading Analyzing myself, my minds answer to not being able to sleep
So it’s overdue but as of December 23rd I’ve reached six months of using sarcosine. If you’ve looked up sarcosine … Continue reading Six Months of Sarcosine
So I like to think that I’m a nice person but the attitude I can get is a real problem. … Continue reading My Attitude.
Yes, I have schizophrenia. What if you could see my illness, what then? No doubt it would be a horrific … Continue reading Bare it All Out There
Sometimes when my thoughts are jumbled, I like to take a step back to put things into perspective. One of … Continue reading Putting it into Perspective
Today I’ve been awake since 9:45 and I have to say that I’ve accomplished very little. I’ve spent most of … Continue reading Days like today.
When we view schizophrenia in today’s day and age, we are troubled by all the stigma surrounding it. Movies spreading … Continue reading Pushing back.
Who knows if I’m doing it right. We’re all just blindly following our paths to destinations unknown. During my journey … Continue reading Optimism
Writing has certainly become a passion of mine. Putting my experiences, thoughts and opinions out there gives me a clearer … Continue reading What Writing Means to Me.
Days are different each day. No doubt we’re all faced with something new each day. Sometimes good days turn into … Continue reading Good days, Great Days
Sometimes the hardest part of schizophrenia is the fear that accompanies it. Not of the problems of when you’ve … Continue reading My Worst Fears.
My nights are usually spent laying in bed, wide awake and my mind wandering. I’ve had difficulty sleeping my entire … Continue reading Difficulty sleeping 😴
This one is pure blasphemy but it wasn’t like I could control it. This one happened a long time ago, … Continue reading Adam and Eve delusion
My mental connect delusion is different every time. Although it revolves around a central idea, I’m mentally connected to something. … Continue reading The Mental Connection Delusion
I started experiencing things when I was around 15. One of my reoccurring delusions during my teenage years and on … Continue reading The TV delusion
There’s a lot of taboo subjects in the world. Things we don’t want to talk about, and think that sweeping … Continue reading Taboo